Jabberwock wisdom

How typical, how foolish you were, to think you could overcome your guilt!

[Jabberwock]

Calm

[picture from Magic the Gathering TCG]

The calm comes after the storm

Forward

Moving forward, a step back at a time

[from me]

Time

They say time is the fire in which we all burn...

[from ???]

What to expect

What's worse than not knowing what to expect from others?
Is not knowing what to expect from ourselves..

Pain and Despair

Pain is an illusion of the senses; despair is an illusion of the mind.

[from Warhammer40000]

Weakness

Never show weakness.. or you will be just expendable

[from me]

to Forget

I want a recipe to forget a great love, do you have to sell here? The price does not mater to me, I just want to move on. Doesn't need any direction..., just move on. Because my life felt / And there is no one to raise it.

[translated from Mário de Sá-Carneiro, "Serradura"]

Colours

Purify the colours,
purify my mind.
Purify the colours,
purify my mind,
and spread the ashes of the colours over this heart of mine!

Living a life in grayscale is no good herald of some happy ending.

Dreamer

Gazing through the window at the world outside

Wondering if mother earth will survive

Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her, sometime

After all theres just the two of us

And here we are still fighting for our lives

Watching all of history repeat itself, time after time

Im just a dreamer, I dream my life away

Im just a dreamer, who dreams of better days

I watch the sun go down like everyone of us

Im hoping that the dawn will bring a sign

A better place for those who will come after us this time

Im just a dreamer, I dream my life away, oh yeah

Im just a dreamer, who dreams of better days

Your higher power may be God or jesus christ

It doesnt really matter much to me

Without each others help there aint no hope for us

Im living in a dream, a fantasy

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah

If only we could just find serenity

It would be nice if we could live as one

When will all this anger, hate and bigotry be gone? 

Im just a dreamer, I dream my life away, today

Im just a dreamer, who dreams of better days, ok

Im just a dreamer, whos searching for the way, today

Im just a dreamer, dreaming my life away

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah

[from Ozzy Osbourne - Dreamer]

Guidelines

What to do when you feel that you got no home..

What to do when you feel that you are alone in this world..

What to do when you lost your faith in this civilization..

Oh my...

Get over it

When you think you are over everything, when you think that nothing can bother you anymore, the past punch you in the stomach..

Once again you repeated a mistake from the past!

Battle

For the battles that really matters and define who we are, we are alone.. And only when we realise this, we can stand a chance.

Looking for Ascension

Looking for Ascension.. I've found that nothing is pure anymore but solitude..

Take it easy dreamer

Take it easy dreamer!

You wish she was close.. so close you could feel her fragance surounding you..

So, take it easy dreamer!

You want to feel her touch and shiver..

You need to take it easy dreamer!

You want feel her lips in yours and lose your mind..

You must take it easy dreamer!

You are in love and forever is not a long time anymore..

You should have taken it easy.. but now it's to late.

Time to wake up

It's time to wake up..
The time of dreams is gone..
The time of ilusions is gone..
The time of delusions is gone..

I'll not chase my future.. everytime I try to hold it, it slips from my hands..
I'm tired of fighting against the uncertain and misty future..
So I'll be waiting for it.. still.. watchful.. pacient..

Through passion..

Peace is a lie there is only passion.
Through passion I gain strength. Through strength I gain power.
Through power I gain victory. Through victory my chains are broken.
The Force shall free me.

[from Sith Code]

Shape of Heroes

A child is born to innocence.

A child is drawn to what's good.

Why then so many among us go so horrible wrong?

What make some walk the path of darkness, While others choose the light ?

Is it will?

Is it destiny?

Can we have hope to understand the force that shapes the soul?

To fight evil, one must know evil. One must journey back through time and find that fork in the road where heroes turn one way and villains turn another.

[from Heroes]

Ony Day Like This

Drinking in the morning sun
Blinking in the morning sun
Shaking off the heavy one
Heavy like a loaded gun

What made me behave that way?
Using words I never say
I can only think it must be love
Oh, anyway, it's looking like a beautiful day

Someone tell me how I feel
It's silly wrong but vivid right
Oh, kiss me like the final meal
Yeah, kiss me like we die tonight

Cause holy cow, I love your eyes
And only now I see the light
Yeah, lying with me half-awake
Oh, anyway, it's looking like a beautiful day

When my face is chamois-creased
If you think I'll wink, I did
Laugh politely at repeats
Yeah, kiss me when my lips are thin

Cause holy cow, I love your eyes
And only now I see you like
Yeah, lying with me half-awake
Stumbling over what to say
Well, anyway, it's looking like a beautiful day

So throw those curtains wide!
One day like this a year'd see me right!

[from Elbow - One day like this]

Fuel

Driven by hate consumed by fear. I found that things that hurt us can become fuel and stimulus to compels us to our destiny. Those things will make us bitter or better..

[inspired by T.D. Jakes]

Let it go

You may think that your only options are swallow your anger or throw it at someone's face but that is a third option.. you can just let it go. And only when you do that it's really gone and you can move forward!

[from HIMYM]

Pain or Nothing

Between feel pain or feel nothing.. what would you choose?

Epiphany

I had a epiphany today about my feelings.. I realised what I realy feel about everything, I know my place in the world now after some months of doubts in my head..

It may not be easy.. but I like what I am feeling..

Angels

Sparkling angel I believe

You were my savior in my time of need.

Blinded by faith I couldn't hear

All the whispers, the warnings so clear.

I see the angels,

I'll lead them to your door.

There's no escape now,

No mercy no more.

No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,

Deceived me right from the start.

You showed me dreams,

I wished they'd turn into real.

You broke a promise and made me realize.

It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see

Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.

Fallen angel, tell me why?

What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?

I see the angels,

I'll lead them to your door

There's no escape now

No mercy no more

No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart,

Deceived me right from the start.

You showed me dreams,

I wished they'd turn into real.

You broke a promise and made me realize.

It was all just a lie.

Could have been forever.

Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,

It doesn't give the reason why.

You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,

Deceived me right from the start.

You showed me dreams,

I wished they'd turn into real.

You broke a promise and made me realize.

It was all just a lie.

Could have been forever.

Now we have reached the end.

[from Within Temptation - Angels]

[from Marta]

Dig up the past

Today I dug up the past.. and I must confess, I didn't like what I saw.

I hope that I can learn something from my mistakes and be a better person to myself and the others around.

Sometimes

Sometimes we need some time alone. We need time for ourselves. Find out who we are, rest, relax...

We all need it sometimes. And I need it right now.

Save my Soul

Got some bad news this morning
Which en turn made my day
When this someone spoke I listened
All of a sudden has less and less to say
Oooo how could this be
All this time I’ve lived vicariously
Who’s gonna save my soul now
Who’s gonna save my soul now
How will my story ever be told now
How will my story be told now

Made me feel like somebody …huh
Like somebody else
Although he was imitated often
It felt like I was being myself
Is it a shame that someone else’s song
Was totally and completely depended on

Who’s gonna save my soul now
Who’s gonna save my soul now
I wonder if I’ll live grow old now
Getting high cause I feel so low down
And maybe it’s a little selfish
All I have is the memory
Yet I never stopped to wonder
Was it possible you hurtin’ worse than me
Still my hunger turns to greed
Cause what about what I need
And Ooooo

Who’s gonna save my soul now
Whooooo’s gon save my soul now
Oooo I know I’m out of control now hoohooo
Tired enough to lay my own soul down

[from Gnarkls Barkley - Who's gonna save my soul]

Balance

I am happy, but I don't know the reason..

Am I selfish and I am just happy of your demise?

Am I righteous and I am just happy for doing the right thing?

I am happy, I don't know the reason and I don't know if I really care.. as long as I am happy..

Break me

I never thought I'd change my opinion again
But you moved me in a way that I've never known
You moved me in a way that I've never known

But straight away you just moved into position again
You abused me in a way that I've never known
You abused me in a way that I've never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

So your the kind that deals with the games in the mind
Well you confuse me in a way that I've never known
You confuse me in a way that I've never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

She says, "I can help you, but what do you say?"
But it's not for free baby, you'll have to pay
You just keep me contemplating, that your soul is slowly fading

God don't you know that I live with a ton of regret?
'Cause I move you in a way that you've never known
But then I accused you in a way that you've never known
But you hurt me in a way that I've never known...

Break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

(Listen, baby)

You'll be, you'll be alone
Break me shake me hate me take me make me
Fake me break me shake me hate me take me
Break me

[from Savage Garden - Break me Shake me]

Hold me

Hold me when I deserve less cause it's when I need it most

[from Carol]

Wake Up

Somethin’ filled up

my heart with nothin’,

someone told me not to cry.

But now that I’m older,

my heart’s colder,

and I can see that it’s a lie.

Children wake up,

hold your mistake up,

before they turn the summer into dust.

If the children don’t grow up,

our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.

We’re just a million little god’s causin rain storms turnin’ every good thing to rust.

I guess we’ll just have to adjust.

With my lighnin’ bolts a glowin’

I can see where I am goin’ to be

when the reaper he reaches and touches my hand.

With my lighnin’ bolts a glowin’

I can see where I am goin’

With my lighnin’ bolts a glowin’

I can see where I am go-goin’

You better look out below!

[from Arcade Fire - Wake Up]

One day

One day you wake up and find that you are missing me...

Kiss

A kiss that will not be forgotten soon...

Hiding

It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, you buried them away

And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face under the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
I'm sure you'll go one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away

[from Brandi Carlile - Hiding my heart away]

Foresight

I saw the end before we'd begun...but I am here for you if you'd only care..

[from Carol]

Game rules

You choose play by the rules

While you are burning inside

It surely consumes your thoughts

But at least you know you did it right..

Shadow

I am the shadow of the man I once was..

[from Fallen Richard]

Devil May Cry

Steal the soul for a second chance 
But you will never become a man 
I just wonder what makes me stronger 
In a life that craves the hunger 
Fade away in a quest for life 
Until the end, don't judge me nice

(...)

We are falling 

The night is calling 
Tears inside me 
Calm me down

(...)

Bless me with a 
Leaf off of the tree 
On it, I see 
The freedom reign 

(...)

[from DMC3 Theme Song (Devils Never Cry)]

Words

Some words kiss like they had a mouth..

[from unknown]

Silent Scream

I may look quiet.. but inside I am screaming out loud.. look deeply in my eyes and you shall "listen" what I have to say.

Cure and Disease

Love is not the cure.. it's the disease..

[from Ornatos]

Heart of Darkness

Heart of Darkness you were not like this..

Heart of Darkness they turned you into this..

Heart of Darkness you have this cocktail of dark emotions in you.. rage, anger and an urge for revenge..

Heart of Darkness don't be blind and trust me, because..

the best revenge is have a good life..

The Book

Sometimes turn the page is not enough, we have to close the book..

[from Carol]

Sunken Temple

Closed in my own Sunken Temple, I have a quiet place to meditate.

I can search some answers I've been looking for some long time..
I can fight inner battles without hurt anyone close to me..

Once I am ridden of these demons I will be complete and I will be ready to face the world.

Ghostly Heart

Ghostly Heart, you are more than a fanthom of the past..
Ghostly Heart, you need to set yourself free...
Ghostly Heart, you have no need to fade...
Ghostly Heart, I want you to heal, so you can guide me once again...

Guide me... I want you in charge of my life and I don't regret the decisions you made...

Guide me... Heal me...

My Angel

Are you my angel? Kinda wish you were...

At least you are addictive and intriguing.. you are healing me without even know it..

Read your mind

What if I could read your mind.. would I be the same?

All this game would lose all the fun, still it's tempting.

Don't worry, I will not do it.

I wouldn't dare enter in your world like this, I want see it throught your eyes, your words and your lips.

The sum of all fears

Two halves, one angel
a single being, holding within
the best and the worst
of a humanity in decay.

(...)

Aspiring for ascension

All these shades in my face
Tell the story of who I am
A shadow of the man I once was
A dreamer trapped in own fears

(...)

Most of time I fear
that I am beyond redemption,
all I do is looking
for the path of Ascension